I haven’t been a very good blogger. I have had absolutely nothing worth while to post about because I am in a rut.
I feel gross, I look gross and I’m pretty sure that if I don’t click out of it soon I will be at a point of no return. I am not depressed, I have never been depressed but every now and then I just hit an all time low. When this happens I am a bad mother, a bad girlfriend and a bad friend. It takes me days to reply to messages and my tolerance for toddler behavior is non existent.
So what brings me to this place? I don’t know. It could be the sad look of my bank account, it could be my hormones. All I do know is that I don’t like feeling like this. I feel like I don’t have control of anything, and being the control freak that I am doesn’t help. Maybe it’s the crappy winter weather? I am a child of summer, I don’t do cold?